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"I dwell in possibility" ~Emily Dickinson

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The trade off

Posted on: 2.05.2013


(Beware, this post contains far too many comma splices and run on sentences. Also, most sentences will start with the word “but” or “and.” If these grammar issues are annoying to you, you’d probably benefit from just skipping to another post. :)

Sometimes I want to puke when I go on pinterest.  (Don’t misunderstand… I love pinterest and all the wonderful/creative/imaginative/you-get-the-picture things to be found there.)  But pinterest is a hub for all things perfect, especially when it comes to decorating and organizing one’s house: something that I have loved doing in the past and look forward to doing again!

Just recently, I’ve been rather cantankerous about my living situation which is magnified by the whole pinterest exposé of all things beautiful and organized. Because I moved back in with my parents after college, I am living, once again, in my bedroom from high school. This poor room contains its original contents, plus many miscellaneous dorm-room necessities, plus my whole kitchen and bedroom from the house I rented for the last two years of college.  It’s filled to the brim! (Proof: three, yes three bookshelves of varying heights, two nightstands, a desk, a random chair from my kitchen table, oh my!)

Tonight, however, I was reminded to rest in contentment. My mom and I both happened to be in the kitchen and we fell into conversation that lasted hours.  We didn’t solve all the problems in the world. Or even one problem. But we talked about life and the experience of living it. We talked about joys and disappointments, our strengths and weaknesses. It was so comfortable and normal.  So tonight I’m going to bed with this on my mind: what a cool experience this is to grow in relationship with my parents as an adult.  Maybe I don’t have the ability to decorate my own house and kitchen to perfection.  But I do have the ability to spend this time fortifying valuable relationships. 


A family photo from my college graduation. (Which is actually beginning to feel like a long time ago!) 

Welcome, 2013!!

Posted on: 1.01.2013

2012 was a HARD year.

The more I try to develop that statement in writing, the more I realize its truth and it actually makes me want to write about it less.  2012 was a milestone year for me academically and a trying year for me personally. Instead of writing all about the year, please enjoy this list of my most commonly thought or uttered phrases of 2012:

“Seriously, this professor is insane.”
“Actually, she’s making me go insane.”
“Oh, cool! There’s another hoop of fire to jump through before I can graduate.”
“I didn’t know it was possible to consistently pull all-nighters twice a week for months.”
“Well, now I know.”
“You’re getting married!?”
“I think I might live until finals week.”
“Look at that glorious light at the end of the tunnel!”
“GRADUATION”
“I’m going to sleep for a month.”
“Wait, just kidding, I’m going to move.”
“Goodbye”
“I’ll miss you”
“I can’t believe my best friend is a Mrs.!”
“This is not what I expected.”
“What is God’s purpose for _______?”
“How can _________ be considered something that works for my good?”
“I have an interview tomorrow!”
“No, I didn’t get the job.”
“Nope, still not employed.”
“Thanks for your advice.”
“I’m OK.”
“Yeah, I’m living here, again.”
“No, I haven’t gotten a job since we last spoke.”
“Really, I’m trying.”
“Wow.”
“I’m trying really hard not to get my hopes up.”
“I lied. My hopes were totally up.”
“I’ll be fine. How are you?”
“What. Is. Going. On.?”
“Actually, I’m starting to feel genuinely okay with life right now.”
“I think I’m finally coming out of this really rough season.”
“I know God has a plan and a purpose for my life.”
“I’m actively trusting in that.”
“I’ve been learning a lot.”
“I am looking forward to what lies ahead.”
“It’s so crazy not to have a plan!”
“Oh. Hey 2013!”
“I’m pretty stoked that you’re finally here!” 

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